Dainya Madhuri · Pad 50
dīnānātha! mohiṁ kāhe bisāre? hamarihiṁ bāra mauna kasa dhāre?
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
“Oh Lord of the humble! Why have You forgotten me? Why have You observed silence on my turn? Oh Lord! We are orphans, and You are the sole resort of the destitute. At least tell us what You have planned for us. I have heard that You loved innumerable sinners like Gaṇikā, Gīdha, Ajāmila, etc., but, Oh Protector of the fallen souls! Oh purifier of sinners! countless such sinners can be sacrificed on each and every pore of my body. What will happen to me then? My hypocrisy is equal to that of crores of Kālanemis combined and my arrogance is equal to that of crores of Rāvaṇas put together. What to say more, I am such a great sinner that even Bashfulness blushes at my sins. A sinner like me has neither been in the past, nor is at present, nor will ever be in future.” Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī most humbly says, “I am so culpable that I don’t know with what face I should say anything to You. Oh Lord! Now everything is in Your hands, whether You accept me or reject me.”
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 1 · PDF pages 195, 196 · printed pages 140, 141.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
dīnānātha! mohiṁ kāhe bisāre? hamarihiṁ bāra mauna kasa dhāre?
nātha! agati ke gati! anātha hama, kahahu kauna gati mori bichāre
gaṇikā, gīdha, ajāmila, ādika, sunata amita patitana tuma pyāre
ina sama aganita-patita roma-prati, vārata patita-virada-rakhavāre
dambha koṭi-shata-kālanemi sama, koṭina rāvana-sama mada dhāre
lājahuṁ jāsu lajāti adhama asa, haiṁ na huye na tu hvaihaiṁ bhāre
kaune mukha ‘kripālu’ prabhu sana kachhu, kahiya? nātha! aba hātha tihāre