# dīnānātha! mohiṁ kāhe bisāre? hamarihiṁ bāra mauna kasa dhāre?
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Language: English (source Roman transliteration is Braj/Hindi in Latin script)
Source ID: PRM-0201-M04-K050
Original work: Prem Ras Madira by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
Madhuri: Dainya
Local pad: 50
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## English whole-pad meaning
“Oh Lord of the humble! Why have You forgotten me? Why have You observed silence on my turn? Oh Lord! We are orphans, and You are the sole resort of the destitute. At least tell us what You have planned for us. I have heard that You loved innumerable sinners like Gaṇikā, Gīdha, Ajāmila, etc., but, Oh Protector of the fallen souls! Oh purifier of sinners! countless such sinners can be sacrificed on each and every pore of my body. What will happen to me then? My hypocrisy is equal to that of crores of Kālanemis combined and my arrogance is equal to that of crores of Rāvaṇas put together. What to say more, I am such a great sinner that even Bashfulness blushes at my sins. A sinner like me has neither been in the past, nor is at present, nor will ever be in future.” Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī most humbly says, “I am so culpable that I don’t know with what face I should say anything to You. Oh Lord! Now everything is in Your hands, whether You accept me or reject me.”
English source: prm-english-part-1, Part 1; PDF pages 195, 196; printed pages 140, 141.
Published meaning author: Smt. Padmā Devī. Transliteration and translation: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. English edition: Radha Govind Samiti, New Delhi, 2009-10. These credits are separate from the original work's literary author, Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj.
## Pad · Roman transliteration · Source edition
dīnānātha! mohiṁ kāhe bisāre? hamarihiṁ bāra mauna kasa dhāre?
nātha! agati ke gati! anātha hama, kahahu kauna gati mori bichāre
gaṇikā, gīdha, ajāmila, ādika, sunata amita patitana tuma pyāre
ina sama aganita-patita roma-prati, vārata patita-virada-rakhavāre
dambha koṭi-shata-kālanemi sama, koṭina rāvana-sama mada dhāre
lājahuṁ jāsu lajāti adhama asa, haiṁ na huye na tu hvaihaiṁ bhāre
kaune mukha ‘kripālu’ prabhu sana kachhu, kahiya? nātha! aba hātha tihāre
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Prem Ras Madira is a published work by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj, with a print history preceding this website. The supplied companion Gutka identifies Radha Govind Samiti as publisher and its eighth edition as 15 July 2011 (PDF page 3, printed page II).
The official biography says Prem Ras Madira was published by 1955; a JKP article gives 1960 for its first Hindi publication. These sources disagree, so this collection does not assert a single verified first-publication year. The 2011 date identifies the supplied companion Gutka edition, not the first publication or every scanned edition.
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- [JKP article: first Hindi publication reported as 1960](https://www.jkp.org.in/the-supremacy-of-the-divine-name-radhe/)
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## Prem Ras Madira English edition
The supplied English first edition (October 2009) credits Smt. Padmā Devī for meanings and Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī for transliteration and translation. Publisher: Radha Govind Samiti, New Delhi. These facts are visually verified in both parts, PDF pages 2–3. This is the English edition date, not the original work’s first-publication date.
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