Milan Madhuri · Pad 58
sakhī! maiṁ, hvai gai kāu ki āja
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
(A gopī’s first encounter with Shyāmasundara and her description of it to another gopī.) Oh sakhi! I became someone’s today! He became mine and I became His. I no longer have any concern with the world. Today, I was blessed with that pure love which I had been begging for at the door of innumerable beings in the course of innumerable past lives. A beggar since the beginning-less time, I was crowned as a queen today. From now on, I will do only that which pleases my Beloved and increases our love every moment. ‘I became someone’s, I became someone’s!’ saying thus repeatedly to her friend, the gopī began to dance like a mad woman, abandoning all sense of propriety. Seeing the gopī in this transcendental state, Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī said, “You cannot hide the truth from me. I know whom you belong to. He is certainly Shrī Kṛishṇa Chandra, the essence of bliss!”
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 2 · PDF pages 136, 137 · printed pages 471, 472.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
sakhī! maiṁ, hvai gai kāu ki āja
ve mere, maiṁ unakī, jaga te, kahā hamāro kāja
māṁgata rahyoṁ bhīkha saba dina te, baṁdhyo āja saratāja
jehi vidhi bad̤hai prīti chhina-chhina soi, sajihauṁ, aba saba sāja
imi kahi bāra-bāra bhai bāvari, nāchati neku na lāja
hama ‘kripālu’, jānī, nahiṁ chhānī, mote so brajarāja