Dainya Madhuri · Pad 96
hamārī sudhi, lījo bhānu-dulāra
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
A devotee humbly begs of Shrī Rādhā, “Oh Shrī Rādhe! Please consider my piteous condition as well. I am altogether devoid of the resources of the path of ritualistic Vedic actions, the path of yoga, etc. I am extremely stubborn, evil-minded and uncivilized. I use Your name to fulfil my worldly needs and go begging from door to door like a dog. Innocent people of this world think of me as a genuine saint, but Oh, Kishorī Jī! You alone know the real condition of my heart. I have heard from the rasika saints that even if the greatest sinner surrenders himself unto You, You make him Your own forever. If this is true,” says Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī, “why have You become so stern just with me? Even an ordinary soul knows You to be innocent and simple.”
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 1 · PDF page 227 · printed page 172.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
hamārī sudhi, lījo bhānu-dulāra
hamare kachhu sādhana-bala nāhīṁ, ati jad̤a, kuṭila, labāra
bhramata udara-hita nāma-oṭa nita, jyoṁ kūkara saba dwāra
samujhata jagata rasika mohiṁ sāṁcho, tuma ura jānanihāra
sunyoṁ kāna ‘patitana apanāvati, sharaṇa gaye sukumāra’
puni kṛipālu kyoṁ bhaīṁ niṭhura aba, eka ‘kripāluhiṁ’ bāra