Dainya Madhuri · Pad 75
bhayo ko mo sama patita bad̤o?
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
Oh Shyāmasundara! The world has not seen a greater sinner than me till today. Looking at my bundle of innumerable sins of innumerable past lives since eternity, even the god of death, Yamarāja has become nervous. The names of Ajāmila etc. have falsely been included in the list of sinners because the sins they committed were only very few lasting only for a short time. But I have been a sinner since eternity and even after knowing that sins must be avoided, am sticking to them. Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī says, “Oh Lord! This pitcher, which is in my heart, filled with countless sins of countless lives, is too strong to be broken even with such powerful weapons of Yours as sudarshana chakra is. Therefore, the only alternative left is Your causeless grace. Kripālu is longing for that alone.”
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 1 · PDF page 213 · printed page 158.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
bhayo ko mo sama patita bad̤o?
lakhi ananta pāpana kī gaṭharī, jama ko kāna khad̤o
ajāmīla ādika ko jhūṭhehiṁ, patitana nāma pad̤o
ve to kachhuka kāla ke hī raha, pāpana kachhuka jad̤o
pai hauṁ amita janama ko pāpī, abahūṁ haṭhahiṁ ad̤o
chakrādikana ‘kripālu’ na phūṭiya, mama ura pāpa ghad̤o