Dainya Madhuri · Pad 37
kuṁvari! hauṁ, mānata hauṁ nija dosa
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
Oh Kishorī Jī! I fully accept my fault. Even after being kicked by these senses repeatedly, I trust them and continue to provide them with their desired material objects. I never get angry upon them even in a dream. Although I know that these senses cannot be satisfied even if they are fed with the extremity of material enjoyment - the enjoyments of the most opulent region - Brahmaloka, still I do not realize it and continue to feed them, thus increasing the stock of my sins. Therefore, prays Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī, Oh Rādhe! At least looking at Your causelessly benevolent nature, bless me with Your grace.
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 1 · PDF page 187 · printed page 132.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
kuṁvari! hauṁ, mānata hauṁ nija dosa
jūte lāta khātahūṁ nishidina, indrina karata bharosa
puni-puni vishaya deta inahiṁna kahaṁ, karata na sapanehuṁ rosa
brahmaloka paryanta bhoga lahi, hota nāhiṁ santosa
yaha jānatahūṁ nahiṁ mānata hauṁ, bharata aghana ko kosa
lakhi ‘kripālu’ nija ora karahu aba, kṛipā kumārī-ghosa