Virah Madhuri · Pad 109
dhīra aba, kaisehuṁ nāhiṁ baṁdhāta
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
A virahiṇī says, “My heart is unable to experience any peace by any means whatsoever without Shyāmasundara. Oh! Oh! Has Shyāmasundara gone deaf that, wandering from forest to forest, I continuously call Him weeping bitterly and yet He does not listen? (To Shyāmasundara) Oh Heartless one! First You bewitched my heart, and now You are betraying me! Oh Beloved! It is not me anymore, but only You, who reside in my soul. That is, being totally engrossed in Your separation, I become completely oblivious of myself. These obstinate eyes saw Your eyes and were instantly defeated, and after having lost themselves, they lost even the body.” Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī says, “Absolutely unable to sleep even for a moment, I keep awake throughout the night.”
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 2 · PDF pages 296, 297 · printed pages 631, 632.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
dhīra aba, kaisehuṁ nāhiṁ baṁdhāta
kānhahiṁ kā nahiṁ kānahiṁ? kānhahiṁ, kānana hauṁ bilakhāta
tū nirmohī! mohī mohī, mo hī soṁ hī ghāta
prāna na pyāre prānana-pyāre! prānana pyāre bhāta
naina nihāre nainani hāre, nainani hāre gāta
palakani palaka ‘kripālu’ palaka aba, lagata na nekahuṁ rāta