Virah Madhuri · Pad 85
kuṁvari! tū kitai gaī ḍarapāya?
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
Misinterpreting the symptoms of love in Kishorī Jī for signs of fear, a gopī asks her, “What are You scared of? All of a sudden, Your hair stand on their ends, the body thrills and emits very much sweat. Waking up in the middle of Your sleep all of a sudden, You sit startled and, then, start running from hither to thither. Sometimes You laugh uproariously and sometimes shed tears saying, ‘Hāi! Hāi!’. Sometimes You mutter something to Yourself and sometimes become absolutely silent. Sometimes the tears of happiness can be seen flowing from Your eyes and sometimes it seems as if You are angry. Sometimes, You do as if the taṇḍava dance and sometimes become extremely bashful. Sometimes You are conscious of the outer world, while at other times, You lose all consciousness and fall on the ground in a swoon.” Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī says, “When the gopī was thus asking questions, Lalitā sakhī told her equivocally that Kishorī Jī was under the effect of some evil spirit.” The actual implication of Lalitā’s words is that to be mentally attached and devoted to somebody is very bad. Kishorī Jī’s heart is absolutely devoted to beloved Shyāmasundara. That’s all. She is neither under the effect of some evil spirit nor scared of anything.
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 2 · PDF pages 279, 280 · printed pages 614, 615.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
kuṁvari! tū kitai gaī ḍarapāya?
rahi rahi kampa, pulaka tanu sigare, sveda-bindu darasāya
sovata kabahuṁka uchaki chauṁki uṭhi, bhājati ita-uta dhāya
kabahuṁka haṁsata ṭhaṭhāi, kabahuṁ kahi, ‘hāya!’, dṛigana jhari lāya
kabahuṁka kachhu batarāti āpuhīṁ, kabahuṁka mauna lakhāya
kabahuṁka dṛiga ānaṁda jala barasata, kabahuṁka, kupita janāya
kabahuṁka tāṇḍava nṛitya kabahuṁ puni, ati salajja bani jāya
kabahuṁka rahati chetanā kabahuṁka, tohiṁ mūrchhā āya
lalitā yoṁ ‘kripālu’ uṭhi bolīṁ, ‘lāgī burī balāya’