# kuṁvari! tū kitai gaī ḍarapāya?
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Language: English (source Roman transliteration is Braj/Hindi in Latin script)
Source ID: PRM-0836-M19-K085
Original work: Prem Ras Madira by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
Madhuri: Virah
Local pad: 85
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## English whole-pad meaning
Misinterpreting the symptoms of love in Kishorī Jī for signs of fear, a gopī asks her, “What are You scared of? All of a sudden, Your hair stand on their ends, the body thrills and emits very much sweat. Waking up in the middle of Your sleep all of a sudden, You sit startled and, then, start running from hither to thither. Sometimes You laugh uproariously and sometimes shed tears saying, ‘Hāi! Hāi!’. Sometimes You mutter something to Yourself and sometimes become absolutely silent. Sometimes the tears of happiness can be seen flowing from Your eyes and sometimes it seems as if You are angry. Sometimes, You do as if the taṇḍava dance and sometimes become extremely bashful. Sometimes You are conscious of the outer world, while at other times, You lose all consciousness and fall on the ground in a swoon.” Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī says, “When the gopī was thus asking questions, Lalitā sakhī told her equivocally that Kishorī Jī was under the effect of some evil spirit.” The actual implication of Lalitā’s words is that to be mentally attached and devoted to somebody is very bad. Kishorī Jī’s heart is absolutely devoted to beloved Shyāmasundara. That’s all. She is neither under the effect of some evil spirit nor scared of anything.
English source: prm-english-part-2, Part 2; PDF pages 279, 280; printed pages 614, 615.
Published meaning author: Smt. Padmā Devī. Transliteration and translation: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. English edition: Radha Govind Samiti, New Delhi, 2009-10. These credits are separate from the original work's literary author, Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj.
## Pad · Roman transliteration · Source edition
kuṁvari! tū kitai gaī ḍarapāya?
rahi rahi kampa, pulaka tanu sigare, sveda-bindu darasāya
sovata kabahuṁka uchaki chauṁki uṭhi, bhājati ita-uta dhāya
kabahuṁka haṁsata ṭhaṭhāi, kabahuṁ kahi, ‘hāya!’, dṛigana jhari lāya
kabahuṁka kachhu batarāti āpuhīṁ, kabahuṁka mauna lakhāya
kabahuṁka dṛiga ānaṁda jala barasata, kabahuṁka, kupita janāya
kabahuṁka tāṇḍava nṛitya kabahuṁ puni, ati salajja bani jāya
kabahuṁka rahati chetanā kabahuṁka, tohiṁ mūrchhā āya
lalitā yoṁ ‘kripālu’ uṭhi bolīṁ, ‘lāgī burī balāya’
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Prem Ras Madira is a published work by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj, with a print history preceding this website. The supplied companion Gutka identifies Radha Govind Samiti as publisher and its eighth edition as 15 July 2011 (PDF page 3, printed page II).
The official biography says Prem Ras Madira was published by 1955; a JKP article gives 1960 for its first Hindi publication. These sources disagree, so this collection does not assert a single verified first-publication year. The 2011 date identifies the supplied companion Gutka edition, not the first publication or every scanned edition.
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- [JKP article: first Hindi publication reported as 1960](https://www.jkp.org.in/the-supremacy-of-the-divine-name-radhe/)
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## Prem Ras Madira English edition
The supplied English first edition (October 2009) credits Smt. Padmā Devī for meanings and Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī for transliteration and translation. Publisher: Radha Govind Samiti, New Delhi. These facts are visually verified in both parts, PDF pages 2–3. This is the English edition date, not the original work’s first-publication date.
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