Maan Madhuri · Pad 40
kuṁvari binu, priyatama karata vichāra
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
(In Kishorī Jī’s separation and on Lalitā’s leaving for appeasing Kishorī Jī, Shyāmasundara wanders in the world of imagination.) He thinks, “Lalitā has gone to pacify Kishorī Jī; therefore Kishorī Jī will now come here soon and then, feeling a little bashful, She will talk intermittently due to hesitation and will not look into My eyes directly all of a sudden because of meeting after a long time. Then, feeling extremely restless, I will cling to Kishorī Jī and say to Her, ‘Oh Dearer to Me than My life! Listen; whether good or bad, I am only Yours. You alone are the one to accept Me without considering My virtues and vices.’ Listening to these heart-rending words of mine, She will embrace Me tightly with the whole body saying, ‘Hā Prāṇādhara!’ (Oh! The Lord of My life! Do not say like this.)” Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī says, “Thus experiencing the bliss of the sweet meeting with Kishorī Jī in imagination itself, beloved Shyāmasundara fell on the ground in a swoon.”
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 2 · PDF page 174 · printed page 509.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
kuṁvari binu, priyatama karata vichāra
lalitā gaīṁ manāvana abahīṁ, aihaiṁ bhānudulāra
kachhuka lajāya kachhuka bataraihaiṁ, karihaiṁ nahiṁ dṛiga chāra
puni hauṁ, hvai adhīra bhuja bharihauṁ, kahihauṁ ‘sunu sukumāra!’
‘bhalo buro jaiso hūṁ tumharo, tumahiṁ nibhāvana-hāra’
yaha suni roma roma lapaṭaihaiṁ, kahi ‘hā prāṇādhāra!’
imi ‘kripālu’ kari dhyāna gire hari, murchhita dharaṇi majhāra