Maan Madhuri · Pad 37
piyā binu, uṭhati hūka hiya hāya!
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
(Kishorī Jī’s sad plight in beloved Shyāmasundara’s separation.) Oh! Oh! I am feeling stabbing pain in My heart in My beloved’s separation. The Beloved’s black-complexioned charming face and heart-stealing form has completely occupied My heart. Clothes, food, ornaments etc. do not attract Me even in a dream. It feels as if someone is torturing Me by practising black magic again and again. I am unable to bear this pain any longer. The more I try to forget the Beloved, the more He comes in My mind. In the words of Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī, “Beloved Shyāmasundara is dearer to Me than My life. Therefore, in the aspiration of His sweet union, it has become impossible for Me even to give up My life.”
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 2 · PDF pages 171, 172 · printed pages 506, 507.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
piyā binu, uṭhati hūka hiya hāya!
sāṁvari sūrati, mohini mūrati, mo mana gaī samāya
aba mohiṁ bhūshana, ashana, basana kachhu, sapanehuṁ nāhiṁ suhāya
puni puni kou mūṭhi sī mārata, mote sahyo na jāya
jyoṁ jyoṁ hauṁ bisarāvati tyoṁ tyoṁ, adhika adhika sudhi āya
lakhi ‘kripālu’ prāṇādhika priyatama, prāṇahuṁ taji na sakāya