Dainya Madhuri · Pad 59
nātha! hauṁ gayoṁ sabai vidhi hāra
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
Oh Lord Shyāmasundara! I have become completely exhausted by now. I have danced innumerable times on māyā’s stage, assuming different guises of eighty-four lakh types of movable and immovable creatures. I deceived myself countless times by falsely establishing the relationships of mother, father, wife, etc. with worldly people. ‘This thing is mine’ and ‘that thing is yours’, by creating such false imaginations, I have spoiled my beginning, end and everything. I have hung myself with the rope of the three modes of māyā – sattva, raja and tama. Yet, says Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī, I do not merely want to be liberated from this bondage, i.e., salvation alone is not my aim, rather I want to be eternally imprisoned in Your lotus-feet.
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 1 · PDF pages 201, 202 · printed pages 146, 147.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
nātha! hauṁ gayoṁ sabai vidhi hāra
dhari-dhari swāṁga laksha-chaurāsī, nāchyoṁ aganita bāra
māta-pitā-banitādika jhūṭhehiṁ, jore nāta hajāra
‘yaha mero’, ‘yaha tero’, kari kari, sigaro liyo bigāra
triguna pāsha lai āpuhiṁ apanehiṁ, kara gara phāṁsī ḍāra
pai ‘kripālu’ chaha mukti na, bandhana, tava pada-kamala majhāra