Dainya Madhuri · Pad 105
hauṁ kahaṁ lauṁ hari! ririyāuṁ re
Original pad by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
English meaning
Oh Shyāmasundara! For how long am I supposed to entreat You like this? If You are willing to listen, I want to speak out some bitter and strange truths. Entitling Yourself as the Lord of the humble, You are sleeping free from care and here, I have been crying for Your grace continuously. This is no justice at all! Because of being the son of an ahīra, Nanda, You are extremely heartless; it seems impossible to please You. It was when Bhṛigu had hit You with his foot that You had come round. Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī says, “I am repenting for having loved You. But what can be done now after losing stake.”
Complete whole-pad meaning transcribed from the supplied English edition. The source provides no separate line-by-line or word-by-word meaning.
Prem Ras Madira (English), Part 1 · PDF pages 232, 233 · printed pages 177, 178.
Meanings: Smt. Padmā Devī. English translation and transliteration: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. Source details.
Pad · Roman transliteration
The original verse in Roman letters, as printed in the English edition.
hauṁ kahaṁ lauṁ hari! ririyāuṁ re
kharī kharī kachhu bāta aṭapaṭī, jo sunu āju sunāuṁ re
dīnānātha bane uta sovata, ita hauṁ rovata jāuṁ re
tuma bepīra ahīra nanda ke, kehi vidhi tohiṁ manāuṁ re
mārī bhṛigu ne lāta jabai tuma, sūdhe hvai gaye sāuṁ re
aba pachhitāta ‘kripālu’ prīti kari, hāri gaī jaba dāuṁ re