# kishorī morī, bigarī dehu banāya
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Language: English (source Roman transliteration is Braj/Hindi in Latin script)
Source ID: PRM-0186-M04-K035
Original work: Prem Ras Madira by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
Madhuri: Dainya
Local pad: 35
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## English whole-pad meaning
Oh Kishorī Rādhe! Please put an end to my miserable plight. Oh mother! Vedas and Purāṇas repeatedly sing Your praises, glorifying You as the possessor of an extremely tender and merciful heart. To whom else can I relate my woeful tale? Even if I say, who else besides You has the power to eliminate my misery? The reality about me is known to You very well that even after committing innumerable sins unceasingly, I never feel even the least satiated with them. This deceitful, wicked, bad son of Yours is being kicked mercilessly at the doors of eighty-four lakh existences. Shrī Rādhe! I don’t have even an iota of the five sentiments related to the nine types of devotion (Navadhā Bhaktī), yet I act as if I am the crest-jewel of rasikas merely to earn worldly praise. Oh Kishorī Jī! You are the reservoir of causeless mercy and love, therefore, look at me with the benevolent eyes of a mother and accept me as Your own forever. Falling at Your lotus-feet, I imploringly beseech You to make me meet beloved Shyāmsundara at least for once. It will be disgraceful to You if, even after being called Your son, I go to some other door. Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī says, “You must fulfil this childish insistence of mine, otherwise because of this son of Yours, Your reputation of being causelessly merciful will be blemished.”
English source: prm-english-part-1, Part 1; PDF pages 185, 186; printed pages 130, 131.
Published meaning author: Smt. Padmā Devī. Transliteration and translation: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. English edition: Radha Govind Samiti, New Delhi, 2009-10. These credits are separate from the original work's literary author, Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj.
## Pad · Roman transliteration · Source edition
kishorī morī, bigarī dehu banāya
ati komala subhāu māṁ tumharo, veda purānana gāya
kāsoṁ kahūṁ sune ko tuma binu? mujha dukhiyā kī māya?
morī dashā bhalī tuma jānata, kabahuṁ na aghana aghāya
kapaṭī kuṭila kupūta rāvaro, ita uta ṭhokara khāya
bhaktibhāva kachhu jānata nāhīṁ, banata rasika-rasa-rāya
apanī ora nihāri rādhike!, aba to lehu apanāya
mohana soṁ ika bāra milā do, parūṁ tihāre pāya
tumharo māya! kahāya pūta aba, kāke dwāre jāya?
yaha ‘kripālu’ haṭha puravahu rādhe!, na tu suta mātu lajāya
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Prem Ras Madira is a published work by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj, with a print history preceding this website. The supplied companion Gutka identifies Radha Govind Samiti as publisher and its eighth edition as 15 July 2011 (PDF page 3, printed page II).
The official biography says Prem Ras Madira was published by 1955; a JKP article gives 1960 for its first Hindi publication. These sources disagree, so this collection does not assert a single verified first-publication year. The 2011 date identifies the supplied companion Gutka edition, not the first publication or every scanned edition.
- [Official Prem Ras Madira book and publisher listing](https://www.jkpliterature.org.in/products/prem-ras-madira-regular-size)
- [Official author's biography: publication by 1955](https://jagadgurukripalujimaharaj.org.in/life-history/)
- [JKP article: first Hindi publication reported as 1960](https://www.jkp.org.in/the-supremacy-of-the-divine-name-radhe/)
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## Prem Ras Madira English edition
The supplied English first edition (October 2009) credits Smt. Padmā Devī for meanings and Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī for transliteration and translation. Publisher: Radha Govind Samiti, New Delhi. These facts are visually verified in both parts, PDF pages 2–3. This is the English edition date, not the original work’s first-publication date.
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