# kahauṁ kā, tuma soṁ nandakumāra
Canonical page: https://radhey.shreyam1008.com.np/en/prem-ras-madira/pad/prm-0180-m04-k029/
Language: English (source Roman transliteration is Braj/Hindi in Latin script)
Source ID: PRM-0180-M04-K029
Original work: Prem Ras Madira by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj
Madhuri: Dainya
Local pad: 29
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## English whole-pad meaning
Oh Nandakumāra! It does not behove to say anything to You. To tell anything to him who does not know the secrets of heart alone looks befitting. Oh Shyāmasundara! Good people are carried on even in the world! But a worthless mean fellow like me does not have any other place to go except Your court. Although I do not qualify even for begging Your forgiveness, because to ask for forgiveness means never to commit that sin again, yet, says Jagadguru Shrī Kripālu Jī, ‘To whom else should I approach? Who else is there besides You to care for the fallen?’
English source: prm-english-part-1, Part 1; PDF pages 182; printed pages 127.
Published meaning author: Smt. Padmā Devī. Transliteration and translation: Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī. English edition: Radha Govind Samiti, New Delhi, 2009-10. These credits are separate from the original work's literary author, Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj.
## Pad · Roman transliteration · Source edition
kahauṁ kā, tuma soṁ nandakumāra
vāsoṁ kahata phabata jo ura kī, nahiṁ jānata sarakāra
khare khare ko to sansārahuṁ, sabai nibāhanahāra
pai mo sama khoṭe ko to prabhu, ika tumharo darabāra
yadyapi kshamāyāchanāhūṁ ko, nahiṁ hamaro adhikāra
tadapi ‘kripālu’ kahauṁ puni kāsoṁ, ko patitana rakhavāra
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For Prem Ras Madira, the publisher states 1,008 pads in 21 Madhuris. The imported source identities are preserved; numbering reconciliation is deferred. Hindi meanings are whole-pad meanings from the supplied scan. Five are unavailable. 1009 source-derived English meanings and Roman transliterations are available for Prem Ras Madira, from the supplied English Parts 1 and 2. Roman text follows that edition; source wording can differ from the independently preserved Hindi scan. Each record identifies its translation source and PDF/printed pages. Unavailable translations remain explicitly marked; English navigation alone is not a translation. Text may contain OCR errors. This export does not grant a redistribution license.
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Prem Ras Madira is a published work by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj, with a print history preceding this website. The supplied companion Gutka identifies Radha Govind Samiti as publisher and its eighth edition as 15 July 2011 (PDF page 3, printed page II).
The official biography says Prem Ras Madira was published by 1955; a JKP article gives 1960 for its first Hindi publication. These sources disagree, so this collection does not assert a single verified first-publication year. The 2011 date identifies the supplied companion Gutka edition, not the first publication or every scanned edition.
- [Official Prem Ras Madira book and publisher listing](https://www.jkpliterature.org.in/products/prem-ras-madira-regular-size)
- [Official author's biography: publication by 1955](https://jagadgurukripalujimaharaj.org.in/life-history/)
- [JKP article: first Hindi publication reported as 1960](https://www.jkp.org.in/the-supremacy-of-the-divine-name-radhe/)
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## Prem Ras Madira English edition
The supplied English first edition (October 2009) credits Smt. Padmā Devī for meanings and Sushrī Braj Parikarī Devī for transliteration and translation. Publisher: Radha Govind Samiti, New Delhi. These facts are visually verified in both parts, PDF pages 2–3. This is the English edition date, not the original work’s first-publication date.
1009 source-derived English meanings and Roman transliterations are available for Prem Ras Madira, from the supplied English Parts 1 and 2. Roman text follows that edition; source wording can differ from the independently preserved Hindi scan. Each record identifies its translation source and PDF/printed pages. Unavailable translations remain explicitly marked; English navigation alone is not a translation.
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